November 26, 2007
Do You Think They Brought Everything They Have? Pt 2
She was gone as silently as she had come, stepping to the side to let the successful people and their entourages loudly enter the treasury area that she had just vacated. From somewhere the recorder appeared with scroll and writing instrument, probably summoned by the noise. it was his job to record the gifts that were given and he smiled broadly to see the groups approaching. These were known people, pillars of the community and they were the ones the temple professionals felt most dependent upon and obligated to. Three groups had entered almost at the same time and there was a moment of awkward hesitation as each giver politely acknowledged the others, almost hiding the consternation brewing just beneath controlled expressions. No strangers here. Perhaps each had hoped to have come alone, or at least not in the presence of these particular others. The oldest deferred to the youngest, opening a way to the box where the recorder stood waiting, unaware that he was tapping his stylus on the edge of the scroll. After a weak attempt at inviting the third, who simply shook his head, to go first, the junior stepped forward with his small casket of offering. Just as none of these had noticed the woman slip out, none noticed Jesus and his disciples watching silently from their seats in the shadows.
Each in turn brought their offerings, counting out the coins. Silver pieces dropping like rain, mixed with the occasional flash of gold, each recorded accurately next to the name of the faithful. For most of the disciples, except Matthew and a couple others, this was more money then they had seen in one place in their lifetime. They glanced occasionally at Jesus, to see if any look crossed his face that might give them permission to express inner delight. But he watched passive and that was enough to dampen their enthusiasm or at least any expression of it.
Three groups bringing their offerings, ending with the eldest. The second had trumped the third in his giving, but now the patriarch matched both and then reaching into an inner fold of his robe brought out a small but ornately woven bag from which he ceremoniously withdrew a strand of beautiful black pearls. Judas gasped. Jesus gaze and expression did not waver. Matthew wondered how long that man had kept that pouch hidden just for such an occasion. With a flourish he handed the string to the recorder and leaned forward whispering something, at which both laughed. An inside joke for inside people. And then turning, smiling at the others, they all left the area, the eldest first, followed by the second and then the youngest with his smaller crowd of attendants. The recorder, not seeing anyone else, wheeled the box into the shadows and through a door where its treasures would be removed and secured.
The disciples were looking at Jesus…waiting. He stood as if listening to something they couldn’t hear. He didn’t make them wait long, but turned and smiled. "Do you think they brought everything they have?" It was the teacher asking the students but no one was eager to attempt an answer. the obvious answer was ‘no’ but they had travelled with this unusual man long enough to know that he didn’t see things the same way they did. In fact almost nothing ever turned out to be the way it seemed, and this sounded like another trick question.
"No?" It was the timid voice of Andrew somewhere in the darkest shadows, more a question than any sort of answer. Answering a question with a question is often a bit safer; one doesn’t feel so exposed. It made Jesus grin and almost laugh out loud.
"Thank you, Andrew, that was very brave of you." And again they were reminded how this teacher never seemed intent upon shaming any of them, even when they were wrong so often. "Any one else?"
"I agree with Andrew." It was the firm strong voice of Peter. "Unless he’s wrong, of course." Chuckles all around. "I mean," he continued, "that old lady gave everything she had, but these ‘gentlemen’ have lots more where that came from."
"That is true, Peter," responded Jesus. "If we are making a simple comparison, the woman gave out of her lack and the men gave out of their abundance. But I would like you to think about this a little deeper. I would like you to consider that these men indeed brought everything they have. In this moment of time, they brought what they had. Their own bondages set the limits and truly defined for each of them what they have to bring. So, ‘yes’, they brought everything they have.
"But…" started James, "what about…"
"The older woman?" finished Jesus. "She is freer than these men, so she had more to bring." And with that he turned and headed out of the collection area and toward the Temple courtyard.
For a moment no one moved. "Clear as mud," muttered someone. "True that," said someone else. "Do you think we will ever get used to not understanding anything?" Their voices trail off as they follow Jesus out to wherever he was going, leaving me standing in the back of the room, listening to a conversation between a speaker and group of friends and strangers. The agitation is gone. Somehow everything has changed. Where did this grace come from that now fills the room. I look from man to man, not hearing the words spoken. Sure what is being said matters, but we will find our way through all those words and the attendant emotions, paradigms and motivations. Do I think they each brought everything they have? Absolutely! And suddenly I am proud and honored to be here with them.
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9 Comments on Do You Think They Brought Everything They Have? Pt 2 »
November 26, 2007
kent @ 12:52 pm:
Willie, the man Christ Jesus does have a way of exposing the death that travels along with attempts to live by principles and the adventure that life is in missing the point doesn’t he?
Chad Estes @ 1:43 pm:
“The agitation is gone.”
Thanks, Willie. I’ve lately found myself in a room like what you described. I have sat in my seat of judgement, and it has caused me nothing but a sour stomach.
When I rethink the scene I see God’s favor and grace on these others in my life.
I think I’ll try swimming in that stream for awhile.
Chad
November 27, 2007
Ryan C. @ 8:55 am:
Thanks, ‘willie.’ I’m thinking about you while I’m up here. I love you tons.
January 18, 2008
Cris Crislip @ 9:13 pm:
Willie, thanks to God for using you in a wonderful and powerful way…. God wants each of us to crawl up on His (Her) lap and feel His (Her) love for us first hand…gone from my mind is the image of a distant God who looks down on us and gives us guidelines… what he gives us is His Love, all of His love in every aspect,,,the line that speaks the truth for many of is “You can’t trust me because you don’t know how much I love you, if you knew I loved you, then you would trust me”. If we open our hearts, (not our eyes), our Papa will reveal Himself, as will Jesus and the Holy Spirit, and fill us with a love only He can give us. Truely, we must “live in Him and He lives in us”.
January 28, 2008
Shannon @ 11:14 pm:
Wow, I read the first half of this yesterday, and didn’t expect where this second half ended up. That points straight to the heart of an issue I’m struggling with right now, that of judgement, failing to recognize that anything I do understand is all because of grace, nothing I earned or did. Thank you for continuously shedding light.
April 1, 2008
cher @ 5:58 am:
no, no, no; it can’t end up that way: grace and love for all. If it does, things cannot be “fixed” and all my thinks I think and deeds I do don’t count — they are filthy rags. Further, all my pride in individuality has to go out the window and i am —nothing.(something, by the way, I have always feared I might be).
April 16, 2008
Kerry @ 5:15 pm:
Hello from your family in Malaysia!
This story is amazing! I can tell that your are still writing to and instructing your own children. I love the “true that” .
We have found this grace here on the mission field, that is why we love to stay and bask in His Grace. (Oh, and the butter chicken is keeping us here too.) The widow reminds me of my mom who is alone, but still gives from her near empty bank account.
Your story is like a quiet pause in my day. Thanks for slowing down the God-story to help us see this slow motion view of this story.
I will read this story to my 9th graders.
Come back to Malaysia to see your adopted family again and bring the crew with you!
Peace to you - Rich and Kerry
May 19, 2008
Erin Katie L. @ 11:04 am:
I can’t tell you enough how much I’ve enjoyed your blog and “The Shack”. It’s not you entirely that is the inspiration, if you want me to keep you humble, but I do see the glory and light of our Lover shining through you so clearly, so genuinely. It makes me weep and sit in awe when Papa uses your words to speak to me. You’re willingness to be transparent and that vessel of clay is an inspiration to me. I read these quotes recently, and it came to my mind to share them with you…especially after reading your thoughts in this blog, and your “ambiguity” blog…
“Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius — and a lot of courage — to move in the opposite direction.”
“I want to know God’s thoughts; the rest are details.”
“Imagination is more important than knowledge.”
surprise surprise, all quotes by Albert Einstein.
Be Blessed Brother. I love you! Keep thinking Great and Lovely thoughts!!
July 8, 2008
Chris White @ 7:18 pm:
Hi Paul,
I have to admit that I feel some conflict in where you went with this–it’s way beyond what we all learned in our Sunday Sessions, isn’t it? What–our motivation to Christ isn’t guilt and judgment? How can that be possible? Aren’t all of us “little Christs” simply judges? I mean, how can we know what truth is unless we can judge?
I think it is highly illuminating to observe all of us as we go about living our lives. All of us shunt and change whatever parts of the gospel we deem uncomfortable or improbable to suit our tastes. I have seen people change Satan into Christ in order to accommodate their theologies–and your piece here serves to blow all of that up. I’m just wondering how many other biblical “truths” I have allowed into my mind in misrepresented form. Christ becomes much more beautiful when we allow him to be himself. I appreciate these occasional pokes from you that rattle me out of my “comfortable medicated life” (thank you Jerry Fee). Peace.
Chris